Reminiscent

So, I surprisingly don't have anything I HAVE to do at the moment... and don't feel like doing anything ahead of schedule. Naturally, I decided to waste time on facebook (Seriously... i don't know why i don't choose something better to do.) I looked at our old facebook group "the funniest things you wish you never heard" for the first time in months. Brought back a lot of memories. I laughed out loud... in the library nonetheless a couple of times. There were a couple that I was like... and that was funny because???? But yeah... we had some good times... I think we have all grown up a lot... in some ways. (After all, 2 of us are engaged married, 2 are on missions, and 2 are... well... learning more about socializing...) It also reminded me of a point Meagan and I sometimes discuss. We always think we are so funny and cool... and then we realize we aren't. For instance, I used to wonder why I didn't date, especially sophomore year. I thought I was really cute and such, and why wouldn't anyone date me. Looking back now... it's pretty clear... definitely was shy and did not exactly make myself available.
Anyways, I've had good roommate and friends... we've been lucky :)

Another thought... I think sometimes knowing how some people perceive me makes me act in that particular way more so than I normally would. Ever happen to you?

Second of all, I just love people! I love running in to people and saying hi. I enjoy chatting too, but I never know if someone is too busy to chat. That can be potentially awkward. Actually, I normally think that I am too busy to chat too. Sometimes I need to slow down and smell the roses, make someone's day. Talking to people brighten my day. It's like, "Hello! Other people in this world exist!"

Well, what do you know... I blogged again! Now it is off to sing Disney songs. I need to be productive... it's driving me nuts. Although, this is semi-productive, but not on my list of things to do. Speaking of productivity, I need to learn another aspect of time management... staying sane at the same time. Different dynamics in my apartment now, and this year I haven't figured out quite what I need to do to stay sane. Last week was rough. It's a balance... play, church, and school... Anyways, I'm gonna be late. Ciao!